I am an Indigo

(Originally posted 05/27/2011 had to correct history of post)

This has been quite a week. Yesterday I had my eye appointment and the Ophthalmologist believes I am experiencing  electrical energy phenomena in my visual field. I couldn't  agree more but we part ways on  the source of  this energy I am experiencing. He simply doesn't believe what I am seeing is external to my body. He did not come out and directly say so but I could tell he was not willing  to consider anything external as a possibility even after I described how the phenomena I am experiencing is usual spatial in nature. It does not track with my eyes. There is a source I turn away from and turn back to. When the majority of my visual field is impacted that becomes difficult to do but there are events  where what I see only involves 15-20% of my visual field.  We shall see (no pun intended) as his diagnosis  continues. He had me undergo  blood tests and I have a follow on appointment on the 6th of June.


The big discovery of the week was a result of my research into reincarnation. I was looking for  incidents of past life recall among  children that are considered to be normal whatever that is and came across information regarding indigo children. Believe it or not this is the first time in my life I had heard about children whose parents believed  were possessed of special abilities. I have  spent the last three days  getting my hands on information and watching many video clips that claim the child featured is an indigo or crystalline child.


What I have seen convinces me there is a real phenomena at play here. Some are very spiritual in nature. I say that as a Deist and, for the moment, I am still one.  There is something else I am. I am an indigo. The story of these children is the story of my life. There is also a connection I instantly make I have no obvious explanation for. The children that are indigo are members of my family in a way that supersedes my relationship with my own children and I have not met one of these children. I realize that makes no sense but I know it doesn't have to. If you don't have a clue what I am talking about you are not an indigo.


That DOES NOT make us special. all that means is  we have evolved first. Someone had to. Hell for all I know I may be the first as  most of these people are a lot younger than I am but that doesn't matter because it isn't about me, it is about our species. Every person on this planet is going to evolve. If they don't in this life they will in one of their next ones. It appears the change is happening very rapidly so no one is going to going to have to wait very long but we need to conduct  a lot more research into the phenomena.   


There are more and more of these children being born and unfortunately not all of them are making a complete conversion. Such is the nature of adaptation in a species. The ones that emerge with amazing talents quickly get recognized  and are handled properly as they expand their talents. The rest are seen as rebellious. They will not conform to their parents religious beliefs or social structure and  those who are born to parents with means will seek treatment for their child  in order to help him or her conform to the norm. That treatment almost always includes mind altering substances like Ritalin. Here is where I get both sides  angry with me. Some of these children need help or their lives will become very difficult. Others, the worst thing you could do to them is give them mind altering drugs. Those of you who are not indigo simply do not know how to handle these children and there are not enough of us who are who are trained to do the job. I do not have the skills or training to work with these children but I and my fellow Indigos' can connect with them in ways  non-indigo people cannot.

We need to work together until the day there are enough indigo's who have attained the skills needed to counsel these children that are evolving to the next stage. This evolution  in our species is starting to happen and the transition period  will be difficult, but we can make the process a lot easier by not tagging children as being one or the other and trying to force them to conform when they are genetically programmed to be different. The trick will be separating  those who have  mental conditions from those  that don't but I believe we can do that if all those who find themselves raising a child who is struggling conforming to life keep an open mind.